Unexplained Feeling

I’ve always wondered
How darkness calms me
I was never bothered
By the silence that surrounded me

I know I wasn’t like this before
Wondering every day if I did something wrong
I burst my feelings into every song
And wished everything will be okay just like I hoped for

Now, I’m so numb
Yet so fragile and vulnerable
Most of the time I feel so dumb
And think that I’m not capable

I never wanted this feeling
But that’s how the world made feel
This was never fulfilling
I wish this wasn’t real

Every single day I wonder
Why the negativity?
Why can’t everyone be happy?
And live a life full of happiness forever

Nobody wanted this
I never wanted this

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