It’s been a long time since I wanted to cry but nothing, no tears. It’s been a long time since I’ve always felt that I’ve let myself down. It’s been a long time since people thought I was the shy but happy-go-lucky girl type, but the truth is I was not. It’s also been a long time that I’ve tried and tried but most of the time I didn’t succeed. I don’t know but it feels like I’ve already reached the top and now I’m slowly crumbling inside.