I always ask myself if this is real or it is just me thinking it is real. I have no idea what this is nor I don’t have any idea on how to deal with it. I know a lot of people are suffering worse than what I am feeling that’s why I chose to be silent. I have a feeling if I told someone they would just tell me to forget about it and move on. Not even telling a friend matters because they’ve always seen you as the happy one so the chances are low that they will take you seriously. I know, I’ve been in that situation. Even the only person that I have can’t even help me, myself.